Happiness...

I can't seem to get this post started. I keep re-writing it over and over again...

We live in a very materialistic world, there is no denying that. We all get concerned about our possessions. Let's face it our possessions are a part of who we are. But that's all they should be...a part! Not WHO you are. I see so many people completely consumed my consumerism and I am unable to see through this fake exterior and work out who they really are. Surely you can not trust someone covered in a material exterior? Well this has proved out to be true. Recently it has become clear to me which people in my life have true intentions and who truely are my friends, maybe this may change in a few months, maybe even tomorrow, but it's quite satisfying to know who you trust even if it is 3.09am! I'm tired of childish behaviour, rumours and constantly looking over my shoulder. I have a great life right now, certain friendships could still be friendhips, but I have learnt to bite the bullet and have learnt to be completely happy with every aspect of my life. Uni is tough, but not unbearable and between socialising, netball and radio I am managing to get my coursework and various other essays done (at stupid o'clock in the morning, but done nonetheless).

On a more positive note - NFG, SYG, 4YS, CIS tomorrow! A date with my lovely Harriet! Going to be an awesome evening.

On a more negative note - I think I'm becoming nocturnal! not good! It's not 3.27am and I'm not feeling tired!

Peace xo