tired eyes...

revising all day. well i could have done better, but i have little to zero amount of drive.

been planning my states trips with parents and friends today. hopefully sound and fury is on the cards this year. Even if not, winter 2009 or summer 2010, shall be seeing a visit to the states. a short stop in boston followed by an east coast tour courtesy of some rad friends!

i've decided on some resolutions...

1. start drawing alot more again, it relaxes me and i miss it!
2. get my driving liscence! trains bore me now!
3. get fit!(standard NYresolution that graces everyone's list at somepoint)
4. do more travelling, especially to america
5. spend less money on uselss shite!

good list so far in my eyes.

tired eyes...

xopeace

nothing profound today

just general thoughts...

so much to do this year and so little money today it with

on top of endless gigs there is...

• snowboarding in Val at the end of feb
• tour in easter
• newquay in summer
• sound and fury in the states
• ieperfest in belgium
• buying and moving into my new house

and all the wonk, partying and frivolity in between!

i'm gonna have to get a 2nd student loan. or alternatively, a better job!

write your suggestions here!

Word of the Day...

daunt \dawnt, dahnt\, verb:

1. to frighten; overcome with fear

2. to discourage; lesson the courage of

i can say...

i hope it will be worth what i give up...

xo

nothing like...

a flick past an ex boyfriend's profile, to bring you straight back down again.

bastard

nothing like...

listening to an uplifting song to make you feel better.

i currently feel that my life actually might go somewhere. and that i can make it go somewhere.
i hope this feeling lasts a little while longer, i'm enjoying it. now... where am i going?!

another question, for another day.

Do you...

...ever think about me when i think about you? Doubt it.

Reasonably easy day today. Got to finish work early and wonder round town. I seem to be having a problem getting my head down to revise. Also, I just looked at a past paper...I'm severly worried. I don't know one thing that is on it! Crikey, best start reading some books!

I have no interesting annecdotes as of yet to add.

peace xo.

Word of the Day...

abstinent \AB-stuh-nuhnt\, adjective:
abstaining, especially from self-indulgence

4 days in...

Well 2009 began with a bang, and is steadily rolling on. NYE was a fantastic night/day. Check my facebook for more pictures if you know me. It took me an hour to do my hair, which was pretty pointless considering the state we were all in! ha!

On a downer now... I miss Boston, MA so much. I miss the family and friends and the place in general. I've been flicking through my friends Orlando pictures from the Xmas holidays and have become all nostalgic, remembering the amazing times I've had over there over on the East side! From Disney World when i was a young'un, to shopping in outlets in Boston and seeing the family in Haverhill, sightseeing in NY and all the rest. It's such a fantastic place. I better start saving so I can go!

Well, revision starts today! I have two exams (eggs-hams as Jo says) to revise for. One of which i have'nt got a clue what I'm supposed to be revising, as I didn't attend any lectures in the past month (idiot!). So today is more of a learning session than a revision session. 1week and 5days until i move back into my flat! I can't wait to see all my friends again and get back into the routine! 1week and 6days untill my first exam. 2weeks and 2days until my second exam. I'm so nervous. It's funny how the higher up in education I get, the more nervous i become with each exam!

peace xo

Word of the Day;

zealous \ZEL-uhs\, adjective:
full of zeal; actively enthusiastic

To remain obdurate before authority, to display one's loyalty to the collective, to be a zealous student wholeheartedly eager to deepen one's grasp of doctrine--these were qualities that bore witness precisely to the personal, to the individual.